(Source, and interesting Jezebel article!)Everybody Every body is built differently. Roughly six years ago I was just getting serious about my health. I was active at my gym. I was counting calories, chugging water, and staying away from alcohol. Major props on that last one; I was still a college student after all.
Amidst all of this, my body felt like it was shutting down. I was tired all the time. Like, I-could-sleep-for-12-hours-and-still-feel-exhausted, tired. Worse yet, I wasn’t losing any weight. None. I went to the doctor, who without any real metabolic testing, told me my metabolism didn’t function correctly. She prescribed me Phentermine (a amphetamine, basically.) and sent me on my way. It helped a little; meaning I would lose around 1lb a week.
For the past month, my body has started feeling this way again. I can’t quite explain it, but it’s different than just being tired. My mind is alert, and my body is dead. I tired of feeling dead.
As part of my 2012 Fearless Goals, I made a promise of “building a health team” for myself. What does this mean? Well, frankly, I hate taking care of myself. Sounds silly, I know. I despise the dentist, I don’t like doctors, personal trainers scare the shit out of me, and I feel weird about therapy. At the same time, I know that getting my health team built will be essential to my health success story.
So, with out further adieu, my health team (or team in progress!)
First names only, for my/their privacy.
Primary Doctor: Denise: will be working with her for a full physical/blood work lab as well as metabolic testing. Would like to get to the bottom of all this!
Therapist: Kay: addressing anxiety, depression, and disordered eating*
Dentist: Aspen Dental: May need braces (again) but waiting to see what shifting happens now that my wisdom teeth are out!
Eye Care: Professional Eye Care Center: Yup, I need contacts in a bad way. Glasses + Toddler = twisted glasses.
Dietian/Nutriionist: Will take Denise advice/recommendation on this one, once we hit that discussion.
Personal Trainer: Working on this one, would like to get one by spring, depending on affordability. For now, I’m counting Elana. She’s my zumba instructor.
* I plan on going into more depth on my particular issues revolving around therapy in a future post. Some amazing people have reached out to me after posts where I address the more emotional issues with being a binge eater. Many of you have said things like I thought I was the only one thinking those things. Or I’m so glad that I’m not alone. You are definitely, most definitely, not alone. I don’t plan on shying away from that topic anytime soon.
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What does your health team look like? Do you put off certain appointments?
- Emily
Be Strong. Be Brave. Be Fearless.


















